Worries

I am getting mentally and physically tired. This adoption is constantly on my mind. I feel like I eat, sleep and breath this adoption. There is SO much to do and so little time to do it in. I am trying to constantly find ways to raise this money.

We have 11 weeks left to raise $7,000, complete 32 hours of training, which is like every weekend in May (that will be fun trying to find babysitters), and complete a homestudy which I think those can take forever. I am so scared that we wont get this done in time and we wont be able to take Elana home with us. We have a fire Inspection tomorrow, and still need to get finger printed.

So now that all my fears and anxieties are out in the open I am saying Lord this is your burden. I am no longer going to take it or worry about it. You will provide for us. Elana will come home to us when the time is perfect.