Friday, April 1, 2011

inner struggle

I'm gonna take a break from posting about adoption today and talk about something I've been struggling with this past month.

I've been struggling with the idea of exercising. I know this sounds crazy but the only reason why I would choose to work out would be to loose weight and to look good for others. Seriously I could care less that it is healthy for you (at my size, maybe if I was bigger I'd worry about health). Most women work out to look good. But yet here I am telling my daughters that it doesn't matter what you look like, you are beautiful. So isn't it hypocritical of me? If image doesn't matter then why am I trying so hard to loose weight?